This Mortal Coil

Discovered an online blog of an assumed 'amazing and inspirational' spirit seemingly named after a biblical character. Being virtually hypnotised by this particular authors life rants, i did also find myself questioning theirs & my own existence and purpose in life. This person has seemingly suffered at the hands of the big c for quite a good deal of their life, yet their long held thoughts & written perspectives on all they have had to endure not only bring shame to the purest of souls but also invoke a feeling of self moral diagnosis... or perhaps i have been sucked in to an online nightmare that is fiction.

They are not religious. I don't know them - at all bar dialogue across cyberspace. In times of serious despair, I plead to St Jude, St Anthony & the holy spirit for divine intervention - to the three of these divine beings, I have asked with the most sincerest conviction to intercede in this most tormented of situations and grant this person a full & healthy life to be returned. But again I begin to wonder, am I conned by fiction!?

I'm not sure when - I think I may finally say hello in person ....IF you are real. Otherwise, perhaps I have crossed another nightmare dimension akin to -

"The Night Listener Trailer" (Watch on YouTube)